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I had mentioned last week that I was going through a bit of a health scare (for me at least) and was trying to stay positive, etc. Just got back from the doctor's office and thought I'd post about it because a) I think I was shitty in mentioning something and then explaining when I should have zipped my lip and b) I think a lot of people might be like me in that I never NEVER EVER take myself to the doctor. Kids? Yes. Remind my husband? You betcha. But some how, I've always made excuses to not take myself in. (Thaaaaat's a discussion for another day.)

For, oh, say six or seven months I've been feeling lousy. I chalked it up to the 3 Day being over and my post-big-event let down sinking in, post-holidays blues, or just the ho hum of suburban haus frau life, or something. In other words, I was giving myself an Olympia Dukakis smack upside the head, "Snap out of it!" But not being able to. Exercise always makes me feel better, and for the record, I work out 6 times a week. I walk (hard walk) about 7 miles every day, with one day off. I also garden, and by garden I mean hoist heavy bags, dig holes, etc. But it wasn't making me feel better.

I rarely eat out, I grow my own veggies and herbs (mostly) and we don't "eat out of a box" for dinner. I make our foods. We eat well - healthy choices, in other words. Aaaaaand, I started putting on weight. (Note: if you try and tell me that I was putting on muscle, I'll throttle you. I have muscle. I'm also not new to working out.) Well, maybe it's just that "I'm hitting 35 this year. That's why I'm gaining weight." thing.

I decided to get a jump on the weight gain, so I cut out all sodas. *cries for Coca~Cola* I cut out desserts and was good about not eating 4 hours before bedtime. This was Memorial Day. I also upped my work out to include more sit ups, push ups, etc. I gained 10 pounds in one month. And it was fat. I could see it. My hair started breaking off when I ran my hands through it. My nails would tear when I ran my hands through my hair. My skin started drying out like I've never seen. And I was tired. Man, I can't remember a time in my life when I've been so tired as these last two months. I could fall asleep at the drop of a hat. I fantasized about napping.

I was worried that I had the hypothyroidism gene that runs in my family. (My g-grandma was nicknamed "Big Fat Maw" because she was 4' 11" and weighed 436 pounds. I am not exaggerating.) I went last week to get blood work done, and during the course of talking about my symptoms (including a monthly cycle that was neither monthly nor a cycle, discuss) he said he had fear that I might have the C word due to the sudden onset of all of my symptoms - some ommitted for being TMI. An ultrasound quickly put that to rest *knocks on wood* so I was just waiting for blood work to come back.

I got there today and the doc (whom I adore - he's hilarious and to the point) had a grim look on his face and my labs in hand. "I'm sorry, but there's nothing wrong with you." Hahahaha, smart ass. (He broke into a grin.) Evidently I'll never be an honorary Kiwi or Aussie, because I have the liver of an Amish teenager. My blood pressure is to be envied. My resting heart rate is back to normal, 61. (It was 85 last week - stressed? Nah!) I have beautiful hormone levels, my cholesterol and thyroid are almost pornographic in their perfection and... What the hell is wrong with me? I know myself, which sounds cliche and hippy-dippy, but it's true. Something is Not Right.

Well. He sent me home with a vitamin list last week, and that was terrific. I got the GOOD kind, and they did add some energy and resolve some... digestive issues I've also had. But he also sent me home with Wellbutrin last week. I-

I've felt better than I've felt in a long time. I'm not collapsing every three hours, exhausted. I've been cracking jokes around the house. I've been hugging people more. Basically, I feel like ME again. It's not permanent, it's not a lot of medicine, but I can't deny that it helped. I've been depressed. (That is very hard for me to say.) And I'm getting better, and I'm feeling really positive and good about it.

Here's the thing: I am going to be your moms for a minute. Don't be dumb like me. I have to admit just talking to my doctor about all the things wrong was overwhelming, but gratifying in the end. I think really laying it all out there was key. And actually having a plan that is working for me makes me feel like my old self again.

In conclusion, YAY LIFE! *leaps like I've got a Toyota feeling* (Oh, and note to harmonyfb, who sent me the most AWESOME retro tote bag (did you make that?) and cocktail napkins ("The only drinking problem I have is that I'm running low on vodka" ahahaha) and Bpal!! You may have awoken a monster in me. MMMM SMELLS. And sewing. You've got me thinking of sewing again. <3)

LOVE! I send you all buckets of love and sunshine and puppies (unless you prefer kittens or bunnies. Please submit your request in triplicate, thanks.)


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Jul. 17th, 2007 04:47 pm (UTC)
You have a WONDERFUL doctor. Consider yourself very VERY fortunate.

I"m glad you're feeling like your old self again, too. You sound like her.

Jul. 17th, 2007 04:52 pm (UTC)
\o/ I FEEL like her again. :)

(And man, don't I know how lucky I am to have a good doctor. I went through a bunch with the kids until I found the right one, my doctor was a referral from our ped!)
Jul. 17th, 2007 05:04 pm (UTC)
*kittens kittens kittens* (well you said triplicate!)
Glad you have a doctor you trust and who was able to help you with a plan.

Happy that you're feeling you-ish again!

Jul. 17th, 2007 05:35 pm (UTC)
Heeeeeeee! *stamps your submission for approval, sends to warehouse*

I'm happy I feel me-ish too! (I didn't realize I missed me. Hee!)
Jul. 17th, 2007 05:06 pm (UTC)
A good doctor makes such a difference. I'm glad you did go, and hey, most people who have this kind of low-level depression an wait six months or years before seeing a doc because, well, it's not bad. No, it's not. Sure, you're tired. And cranky. And hey, that's totally not muscle. But everybody gets moods, right? It's no big deal.

You would... probably not be amazed at how long people can go before it's bad enough to go to a doc, but it's a pretty damned long time. Three months? A piffle.

*snuggles* I'm so glad you're feeling better, love. And that it's not the C-word! Ack!!
Jul. 17th, 2007 05:37 pm (UTC)
(Seven months, but who's counting?) It was pretty overwhelming reading out my laundry list of ailments. When you take them one at a time, it's like you said. "Okay, I just feel tired." Another day, "Man, I'm losing a lot of hair. What's up with that?" But to say a, b, c.... t, u, v, uh- *cries*

I feel SO much better! (If only for being proactive about my health, you know?) *plays with your hair until you purr*
Jul. 17th, 2007 05:06 pm (UTC)
My hair started breaking off when I ran my hands through it. My nails would tear when I ran my hands through my hair. My skin started drying out like I've never seen. And I was tired. Man, I can't remember a time in my life when I've been so tired as these last two months. I could fall asleep at the drop of a hat. I fantasized about napping.
Yeah, those definitely sound like a low chugging thyroid says the low thryoid lady. But yay! for that not being the case (plus being your old self again).
Jul. 17th, 2007 05:38 pm (UTC)
Yeah, it did to me, too. Almost everyone on my maternal side has hypothyroidism, so I had red flags waving in my face. (I'm very glad my results came back as they did! PHEW!)
Jul. 17th, 2007 05:09 pm (UTC)
Stoney, it's clear that you were putting on muscle. Please. And you're too skinny anyways! Get some meat on dem bones. Be fat like me. /snark

4realz, I am SUPER GLAD to hear that you are feeling like yourself again. (And thyroid is okay? Sososo glad to hear that but wow. I was certain that was the dealio, what with all my medical training and all.) Knowing something is Not Right but not knowing what that is can be so incredibly frustrating. Now you know and you're taking steps to get *you* back. YAY!! And bonus: if/when you're involved in future wanks, you have a handy dandy "get out of jail free" card to toss in alongside those with Asperger's.

Having a doctor you can really talk to, and who will *listen*, is so key and, I've said it once, and I'll say it again, I'm thrilled you have such a wonderful doctor. Go Stoney, go Stoney!Doc, go Life!

*hearts you times a million*

I WILL return your call re: HP. (FOUR DAYS. ZOMG.) There is much to be discussed. Much.
Jul. 17th, 2007 05:40 pm (UTC)
AHAHAHAHAHAHA. *stabs you*

Man, I'm SO glad he was all, "Damn you and your healthy body! DAMN YOU! *shakes fists*" Oh my gosh, I'm not going to be all "I'd love to reply to your Potterdamerung wankery, but my thyroid is causing me to have to tell you to shove it up your ass so I can take my meds."

I CANNOT WAIT TO TALK TO YOU ON THE PHONE, ZOMG. I've missed you, douchemonkey!
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Jul. 17th, 2007 05:13 pm (UTC)
I'm so relieved nothing's wrong with you.

Also, gardening is the best workout in the world. I miss the digging, shoveling, carrying action so much. My biceps is pathetic these days. :D
Jul. 17th, 2007 05:41 pm (UTC)
And now it's too hot to garden here! (I think I've dug all the holes I can. FOR NOW. *plots to put more trees... somewhere)

I'm so glad I'm all healthy and sad! Hahahaha. <3 <3 <3
Jul. 17th, 2007 05:15 pm (UTC)
You clearly have an evil toddler of a thyroid that likes to PRETEND it is mank, when it is in fact perfectly all right and just not wanting to go to school today. Also, being worried about your thyroid and thyroidy symptoms canNOT have helped. One of the sweetest girls on my flist (and Oxford people) has thyroid woes, so, yeah. Can see it is of the gross. Am so glad it's not the C-word, and your doctor sounds hot. My mum had a rubbish doctor in the years/months leading up to her hysterectomy, who was all "oh, PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER, WOMAN" about it, then offered her massive anti-depressants because he said she was Depressed. She said yes, I AM depressed, depressed because MY INSIDES ARE MANKED UP AND YOU DO NOT CARE, and switched to a lady doctor, who swore a lot and referred her immediately.

Also the famous story of last summer when my appendix was giving me Worst Pain Evar and one elderly male doctor was all "oh, clearly I should ram you with large spiky metal prong to see if that, like, hurts" (without y'know. any kind of external/ultrasound examination) and sent me to wee in a jar. I weed in jar, knocked on the door of the next doctor along and flailed at him, he prodded me once, I went through the roof, he said "...er, yes, that'd be your appendix" and Gave Me Drugs. Mmmm, drugs.

*hugs you lots. also HEARTS* Life is good here too, yay!
Jul. 17th, 2007 05:44 pm (UTC)
Oh god, my doctor (physically) is a TROLL and you do not want to use words like "hot" in conjunction with him again, or I may be ill. Hahahahaha! But he is smart and matter of fact and LISTENS, which makes him fantastic. I want so badly to one day meet your mum and give her big hugs and possibly kiss her cheek and sit near her. :)

I love drugs! Your APPENDIX, omg, I remember that!! *hugs you* I'm so glad life is good where you are! <3 <3
Jul. 17th, 2007 05:15 pm (UTC)
Whew. Glad there's nothing physically wrong with you! *was worried*
'They' say that depression can make all kinds of things go wrong or if not wrong, not exactly right (you know, half a bubble off plumb). But it's so hard to get at.

Glad you're feeling better, stoney! *high fives*
Jul. 17th, 2007 05:45 pm (UTC)
Thank you!! I realized it was pretty shirty of me to have hinted at that, and not give information. And my doc said as much, re: depression leading to your body going kerplooey.

I'm feeling much better and positive, which I haven't in a while. YAY.
Jul. 17th, 2007 05:34 pm (UTC)
I'm so glad you're feeling better, sugar, and that you are taking care of yourself. I'm also glad it isn't your thyroid, because I wouldn't wish it on anyone - it sucks rocks and makes you feel ultra-crappy. You have an excellent doctor. Hold on to him tight. Sure, it'll be odd while seeing other patients, but the important part is that he takes care of you.
Jul. 17th, 2007 05:46 pm (UTC)
I asked him if he knew of an adult-sized Bjorn that I could slip in while he was on rounds, but he said he'd have to get back to me.

And yeah - watching all the women (and the one man) on my mom's side of the family deal with it made me freaked that could be what was wrong. SO GLAD IT'S NOT, I'M JUST MISERABLE, YAY!!! Ahahahaha. *pops sweet sweet relief in pill form*
Jul. 17th, 2007 05:34 pm (UTC)
Glad to hear it's not the c-word! And extra-super glad that you're feeling better. The fact that your doctor actually let you talk to him is fantastic, keep that one. :) *hugs*
Jul. 17th, 2007 05:48 pm (UTC)
I know, right? And he was you know... LISTENING to me. And asking me questions. And then listening to THAT! Mind boggling. :D

Thank you so much. Boy, I felt so buoyant last week when the C wasn't an option after all. That was scary!
Jul. 17th, 2007 05:35 pm (UTC)
ZOMG, for a minute there I was worried I was going to have to fly down to TX and fix you some good soups!

I'm so glad you're okay, honey baby chile. SO glad. And it's the vitamins? Sheeeit. ::Goes to buy some::

::loves you hard::
Jul. 17th, 2007 05:50 pm (UTC)
SUSI Q. *hearts times a million* Except, you NEED to fly down and fix me some soups! Before we head off to a spa for pedicures and massages and hot rock therapy, natch.

(Well, it's the vitamins and the anti-depressant. :D) But yeah - B Complex. Get the good stuff. And C. And Calcium. And Fish Oil. Boy, that gave me loads of good inside feelings.
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Jul. 17th, 2007 05:51 pm (UTC)
I tried calling you, but I think you were just opening. Derp.

You know, I have no second guessing with this guy. Other doctors I've had (or the kids have had)? Yeah - second and triple guessing. I can't express how GREAT I felt this weekend - like ME again. Funny, goofy, easily entertained, not angry/upset. It's a good feeling. <3
Jul. 17th, 2007 05:51 pm (UTC)
YAY!! So glad you're feeling better. I know from personal experience it's not always easy to accept medication as helpful, but when it is, it is, and we should just go with it. There is no need to suffer unnecessarily. And Wellbutrin, it's a good one. Helped me out considerably as well.

I sound kind of pretentious and preachy, BAH. I mean well. All's I'm saying is...YAY for you, feeling like yourself again!

Jul. 17th, 2007 05:53 pm (UTC)
No, you don't sound preachy at all! And it's like you said: why suffer if you don't have to? There's such a sense of shame associated with our mental health. (Well, not with me any more) but I have this thing where I feel like I don't deserve to go to the doctor, or it's such a bother... Ridiculous.

*loves loves loves*
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Jul. 17th, 2007 05:52 pm (UTC)
I want your doctor! I really, really want your doctor! And YAY! for discovering what was making you feel lousy and being able to fix it. That is terrific. I know damn well I'm depressed, because basically, my life sucks and if I wasn't depressed, I'd be crazy. But with the amount of meds I have to take for the RA and the horrible side effects I'm already dealing with from them, I really don't want to add another med and wait to see how it will react with my other meds, so bummer for me, but YAY!!! for you.
Jul. 17th, 2007 05:55 pm (UTC)
He's awesome. And the best part is that his office is right across the street. I can walk out the door, cross at the light (because I Follow Rules) and there he is. YAY!

(But you know... try taking some really good vitamins. I know, I know, but really. B complex. Gives you at least an energy boost to help you tackle life? MASSIVE HUGS. I hope you can feel better - and talk to your doctor about all the meds you're taking! Maybe they can be tweaked? I don't know. But I wish you well, sweetheart!)
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Jul. 17th, 2007 06:03 pm (UTC)
::hugs you:: I'm glad the doctor found what you needed to have to help you. And I'm glad it wasn't anything horrible. Yay! For correct medication!

(And yes, I did make the bag. Enjoy.)

Bpal!! You may have awoken a monster in me. MMMM SMELLS.

Mwahahahahahaaa. I have other smellz I can share, too. I shall email you with the catalogue of Pokemans scents.
Jul. 17th, 2007 06:11 pm (UTC)
I was SO GLAD, too! Correct medication = WIN.

(I love it! And the funny thing, I have that SAME PATTERN and I used to make baby bags with it for my bread and butter! Great minds think alike!)

Heee, Pokemon! I love that.
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Jul. 17th, 2007 06:10 pm (UTC)
*hugs you* About 6 years ago I walked into my doctor's office because I had been sick all summer and thought I had mono. After testing me for everything under the sun he prescribed Zoloft and told me to take advantage of the free counseling services on campus.

Even if it wasn't fun to admit to myself that I was depressed it was a massive relief to have some answers for what my body (and brain) were going through.

Glad you've been put on the right track and that it wasn't anything too serious.

And now you've reminded that I've been really bad at taking vitamins AND going to the doctors for a very long time now and I need to get on that.
Jul. 17th, 2007 06:24 pm (UTC)
I know - that's such a good feeling of "it isn't all in my head. It's MY HEAD." Haha. Oh, I'm so glad I did some good with my little PSA! THE MORE YOU KNOW. (And knowing's half the battle! Haha.)

<3 <3 <3
Jul. 17th, 2007 06:34 pm (UTC)
You know, a long time ago I had a surgery which I had a few days to plan for before it happened. I was very reluctant to tell people specifics as I started making arrangements for colleagues and friends to do things for me, but then I found as I did how very many people had experienced a similar issue. It does help, I think, to know your problem is shared by a lot of others.

I've been struggling with something similar to what you described, but have been unsure what to think of it since I'm already on Welbutrin. I recently finished a big, huge, enormous (you get the idea) project for work and took most of the July 4th week off afterwards. Then I slept. Like 12-14 hours a night. Plus long naps during the day. I had ambitions to Do Some Stuff when originally planning those days off, then found I couldn't do any of them since all I wanted to do was sleep.

I'm on the fence at the moment as to whether I should be concerned about the fact that I still don't quite feel like myself and make a visit to see my doctor or just give it some time and see if it's not merely me recovering from several weeks of high test stress. But I do appreciate you posting about it because it did serve to remind me that I, too, have a tendency to force others to take care of themselves then balk at doing the same for myself. I've found out before that letting things go is generally the worst option and yet still my idiocy remains.
Jul. 17th, 2007 07:05 pm (UTC)
"It does help, I think, to know your problem is shared by a lot of others." You know, that's really true, and it's something I forget often. entrenous88 is good about reminding me that LJ is a great place for support. SHe's so right! *hugs*

You know, it could be that Welbutrin is just not the right med? Or dose? Maybe you could benefit from the vitamin boost I'm getting, too? I forgot my vitamins yesterday and was sleepy by 4 o'clock. (B complex, C, Calcium, Fish Oil.)

Those things you're describing are pretty much how I've been feeling, too. (Maybe pick up B Stress Complex instead of just B...) *hugs you* Boy, do I know how you're feeling. It's not just you- I've had that same experience. I hope you feel better/figure out what the right course is. *hugs you some more*
Jul. 17th, 2007 06:57 pm (UTC)
Good news! Sounds like your doctor really ROCKS! Good luck with your meds! And you're right - good vitamins and fish oil help a lot! And in my case, iron. :)

I think I need to find a new one, myself. I used to see his PA, but she's gone now and the actual Dr. is kind of a douchebag. Doesn't really seem to listen and I don't get the impression he really gives a shit, either.
Jul. 17th, 2007 07:06 pm (UTC)
He really, really does. (I wish I could take iron - I'm anemic, too. It uh... constipates me.)

Ooooh, yeah. Time to find a new one. You certainly matter, and your doctor should make you feel like you do! *hugs*
Jul. 17th, 2007 07:30 pm (UTC)
Really glad you're feeling better and more positive. And bless you for talking about it.

It took me months to tell my friends about a similar situation (counselling rather than the good drugs, but I couldn't leave the house for a while, which was BAD), and I was blown away by the response from people who were relieved to know they weren't alone dealing with depression. Especially this low-level stuff which makes you feel vile but isn't somehow respected as a real illness. If it makes you low, draggy, achey, sluggish (and yes also the digestive issues)for months on end it's bad enough to need treatment. So Respect The Sickness. My new motto.
Jul. 17th, 2007 07:51 pm (UTC)
*hugs* Ain't it the truth? And I'm usually very stoic when it concerns my health. I've been fortunate to never have broken anything major, needed surgery, get very ill, so I just assume I'm All Fine. which wasn't the case.

And one thing I've learned here: so many of us creative types suffer from this. (And we're all so supportive of each other.) <3
Jul. 17th, 2007 08:52 pm (UTC)
I love you so much, Stoney!!!

<3 <3 <3

I'm so glad you're taking care of yourself, and working hard at it, trying the different tools at your disposal.

Also, the icon, hahahahahahhaha! *hearts u zomg*
Jul. 17th, 2007 09:34 pm (UTC)
I love YOU so much, Entrenous!!!

:(|) <3 :(|)

Thank you SO MUCH for all the hand holding and level-headed friendship while I figured out what was making me wacky. And I'm so sorry I napped! (Omg, potatoes make me sleeeeeeepy) _tayler made a whole batch of icons! HEEEEEEEEEEE!
Jul. 17th, 2007 09:36 pm (UTC)
What is up with us not going to the doctor? I'm delighted that your doctor is such a treat. I love his sense of humor. It seems I see a different one every time I go for a visit. Is it because I go every five years??? Yeah, I think so.

Glad you're feeling like yourself again, and the vitamins and Wellbutrin sound positively painless.
Jul. 17th, 2007 09:55 pm (UTC)
hahahaha, GO SOONER THAN EVERY 5 YEARS, OMG. (Okay, I hadn't seen my doctor for three, so I'm not doing better than you... I'm fixing that now!)

I'm a big fan of this plan of action. *pats belly* Feeling better already with my plan in hand. :D
Jul. 17th, 2007 09:39 pm (UTC)
I'm glad to hear that you're okay and that it's just depression (note, I'm not making light of depression, it's serious, but it's not the big C). I'm glad the Wellbutrin is working for you. *hugs*
Jul. 17th, 2007 09:54 pm (UTC)
(Never would I think you were mocking me! O_O)

Heh. And yeah - I called my bff today and said, "No tumors, no diseases, I'm just miserable, YAY!" And she laughed because she's a bitch, Sal. Then she told me how, "See? It's all in your head."

(<3 <3 <3 You!)
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Jul. 17th, 2007 09:40 pm (UTC)
OH THANK GOD! I saw the cut tag of potential woe, the "I love you all", said wistfully at the end, and I imagined you typing this on your laptop as they zipped up the body bag and threw you into the back of the hearse.

You may be bald and have to cellotape popsicle sticks on your fingers as fingernail replacements but I'm so very, very glad that it was just a glitch in the system as your body went all teenage angst on you and started shouting very loudly "Don't worry about meeee, I'll just be locked in my bedroom listening to the Cure and drawing red felt all over my arms!". Thank god it decided to ditch the bad black hair dye and facial piercings and come and join the family at the dinner table.

So anyway, hugs, and I'm glad that you're feeling all sprightly again.
Jul. 17th, 2007 09:46 pm (UTC)

I have MISSED YOU. I was JUST thinking about you today (hence the Kiwi shoutout) and here you are!

Clearly YOU are the source of my health issues. Everytime a Dovil Leaves LJ, A Stoney Dies. :D

Email me your latest adventures when you get a chance! I've just been rotting away and getting fat and crying all the time. You know: PARTYING! *draws blood on my arms with markers*
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Jul. 17th, 2007 10:12 pm (UTC)
I'm so glad you're feeling better and more like yourself again. And so glad you're healthy! I think my heart stopped for a moment when you said "C word". I think if anyone could manage to live forever it would be you with all the healthy stuff and exercising.

Wellbutrin is some gooood stuff. I got switched to it when my anti-anxiety pills made me depressed. My house has never been cleaner, I'm sickeningly cheerful and I don't have to read a sentence 20 times before it sinks in any more. Makes me kind of spazzy, though.
Jul. 17th, 2007 10:22 pm (UTC)
*SQUISH* Oh gosh, I think MY heart stopped when he said that the Big C was a possibility! I blinked and asked, "......me?"

Oooh, I'm SO HAPPY to hear all of these great stories about other people on Welbutrin. (I'm okay with the spazzing if it means I don't debate whether I should get out of bed or not, and if the children can feed themselves all day...) ILU TRISH!
Jul. 17th, 2007 10:12 pm (UTC)
You know, I went through something very similar. Thankfully, I was living with my mom at the time (no, I mean that), and she made me go to the doctor. For me it was the thyroid, but no one ever tells you how physical depression can be, and not just emotional.
Jul. 17th, 2007 10:24 pm (UTC)
(no, I mean that) Heeeeeee!

I was actually surprised today when he said it WASN'T my thyroid, given my family history. (But I'm okay with it not being it!) And you're completely right about how physical depression is. Boy, I sure believe it now!
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